A place to share my adventures and updates of the going-on's in my life. Mainly to discuss my journey to lose weight and be fit. Also to discuss goals I have set out for myself and the traveling that it brings.
I have not knit since I snagged my Lily of the Valley Shawl. I think it made me depressed to see all that hard work to go down the drain. I will have to attempt another shawl with a bit sturdier yarn. But for now I have decided to cast on for a sweater. I am going to make the Carter sweater by Drops Design. I switched for this and the Cobblestone by Jared Flood. I think Cobblestone will have to wait since I would love to knit it with a gray ....grey ...slate colored yarn.
Shelter Yarn in Soot
Here is my swatch of the Carter sweater.
It is going to look great on me. :-D I think the brown undertone will compliment my skin.
I think it is true.If
you are not happy with your love life you have the power to change that.Change your mannerisms, be more open or
closed off, learn something new for yourself, and meet new people.I admit I am a bit stand offish but I can
play nice.However commitment scares me
Some people look at a single person and think….what is wrong
with them? They must have such a boring life.I don’t feel that it is nice to assume something is wrong with a single
person.They have more freedom than a
couple. Single people are not bored.There is so much to do and guess what we get to decide to have a boring
day because we choose to on purpose.However I don’t see having a Netflix marathon as boring.
The best moment of being single is when someone asks me a question and I don't have to ask for someone else approval. I always hear people say I gotta ask my boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife, kids if they can do this or that.
Well I don't have that problem.
Also I love being able to travel on the spot. Seriously when someone says want to go to such said place for the weekend I say SURE. Or want to go away for a week or two to this state or country I say Just tell me when.
Well that is if I had the money I would jump at any opportunity to travel. And a travel buddy otherwise I would probably be stuck at a pub in Ireland right now fascinated not understanding a word.
It could say I am an INFJ Perfectionist or
Scorpio with my moon or sun rising from the west so my independence is most important
It could be that I was born on
Halloween and brujas aren’t supposed to have a mate we just have that power of seduction. I could say I was raised by a single mother
who literally kickbutt being a dad too (Seriously lover her and fear her at the
same time) and taught me I don’t need a man to live. I could blame it on my passive aggressive
nature and scared them all away. I don’t see
the point of dating someone if when I meet them my instincts say “No I don’t
want to marry this one so why give this person my time or energy.It’s just a waste.”I don’t mean to be so judgmental but I am a
highly sensitive person.Like my sister
says “Ain’t got no time fo that”. However I have to say if you want to be my
friend I can do that which we know won’t work because I truly believe someone
will fall for the other person.And that
kind of hope given to a person is like an anchor that crushes them right on the
spot.But to be truly honest the answer is I don’t know. If I step out of my body right now and observe me I look like a great catch. If I was a man I would be one of those confirmed old bachelors that young girls try to go after so they can be taken care of. However if I am comparing myself to confirmed old bachelors I must admit I would be the Henry Higgins of them. I just need his bank account and his talent with languages and I would be a happy chap indeed.
In case you are not aware who Henry is...
So if you ask me the question why am I single just be warned that if I am feeling in a talkative mood I might just tell you what you don't want to hear. Also please don't try to set me up with anyone...that is just creepy.
So I'm going to try another blog challenge. My poor blog has been sitting here neglected for a while now. I seriously feel like I have been on a creative dry spell. Maybe that California rain is magical. However I think my writing will be a means to actively think over these questions and respond....and to avoid home/house/school work.